Torn & tattered
Broken & faded

Yknow days haven’t been good ): Tears never end & I realised people who promised to be there weren’t there anymore. Happiness used to fill me but now it’s gone. I can’t laugh I can’t smile. All I can do is sulk & think about you, stupidly.

Birthday’s celebration was a pretty normal one, just like any other outing with da grrls. kBox-ed, movie-d, true&dare-d :) Took neos too. Very random lah. Just that.. Dearest was there & bestaye wasn’t. :\ Watched maid. I almost scream die dearest. HAHA good for her. Part of the punishment. Heh heh who ask her late for so long. Oh well, shan’t blame her though. Ok so we went bishan after that. True&dare-d. DEAREST, PINK COLOUR PINK COLOUR PINK COLOUR!

Morning went to the children’s home. Cleaned up :) Had a lot of fun though it’s damn tiring. Hahah, yakun-ed after that! :D Nice man! :D Met girlfriend again later at 4. Met yj & tricia with yj’s bro. Hahah, they so look alike lah. Hahah, so girlfriend was late for half an hour. Talked & all. Walked around. Girlfriend was being nice & she walked me home! But after that we walked back ‘cos Mim wants me to meet them for dinner. HAHA girlfriend was using my camera like snap nonstop. Hahah retarded man, I’ll load them soon. :)

CLASS PHOTO! :) Jasmit is sending them to me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D:D:D:D:D:D

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It’s amazing how you want me & don’t want me at the same time. The way you deal with this is so incorrigible that I can see through your lies baby. I don’t know how you managed to do it but I’ve seen you trying hard to hide those lies. No use hiding, I’ve found out. Now the only resort is goodbye. & I don’t wish to. I wished I could turn back time & not give you away cos.. I’ve fallen. Without you, my heart starts to cry. You took my soul away & didn’t return ): I want you by my side, make it right again. Come home soon.

I feel so empty when you’re not here.

I feel so restless without you.

I feel like something is missing.

I feel that life is purposeless without you.

I feel that you're so important to me.

You’re someone that I cherish a lot

You're someone that I need

You’re someone that I will miss badly since you’re gone

You’re someone that is always there no matter what

You’re someone that I care alot.
You’re someone that I just wanna be with all the time

I’ll sit here, wait for your return. I’ll wait till you come back by my side.
I won’t want you to go.

Because while I’m typing this, you’ll see my heart bleed & my eyes cry.
You’re still my no.1 even if you’re gone.